Oh buddy, oh my, can I give you a virtual hug. I just read your diary and you have me crying. Sorry, I’m leaning my head on your shoulder now. I’ll try to not get your clothes wet with my tears. I have some tissues. Here, take them. As recently as December of last year I was feeling the same way and just this afternoon something happened that may be a sign of things turning around. Your writing is beautiful and full of melancholy. It’s clear you speak the truth of what’s in your soul. Please, please if you ever want to talk, I will gladly welcome you to my home. I have a nice living room with a warm fireplace and blankets. I also have a dark dungeon if that’s more to your liking. I’ve been through periods exactly like the one you described. The things that get me through it are the books Veronika Decides to Die and The Slow Regard of Silent Things, and the movie EuroTrip. The books help me relax, the movie makes me laugh. Websites like yours are what the internet was made for. Sincerely, Captain Seawater stoneroad.neocities.org

hi Velvet. I love visiting your site from time to time, it always feels like visiting an old friend and checking up on them - even though we're not quite anything (not even strangers to each other, as you, until now, never knew about my existence). Although i'm not writing it all to be creepy or weird, because all I wanted to say is that i find your personality, your presence, your... Stubbornness (in best way possible - what i mean by that is you seem to always find a way to just live and live and make it to the next day, even though it's not always easy) quite inspiring. Sometimes, when I feel like another depressive episode is coming my way I often think of you. Not too hard, but you cross my mind. Your sincerity in every word you share, your raw thoughts - then I think that maybe i'm not that alone. I'm sure i'm not the only one thinking this way about you. You probably saved many people, even if you don't think about it - or even if you don't find it to be anything special. Well, just wanted to let you know. Maybe i'm just a girl in a big world that doesn't feel kind enough for her, or maybe i'm just a bad person. Oh... This message is chaotic, and I will only read it once before sending it. I hope your day goes well and I can't wait to visit your page in a month or two, or three, or four, we will see about that. T. PS. I have many of your spotify playlists saved! For some reason i also have some that are not public on your profile? To this day I wonder how I managed to get access to them - as my memory fails to provide me such information...

Your poetry is genuinely incredible

saw the redesign, loving the layout <3 ur a big inspiration for me tbh, stay well forever!

This site is gorgeous, and your talent inspires me to create my own site and art. I'm sorry you're going through such a difficult time in life, but I hope things improve for you. Have a great rest of your day

sorry man

great fan of your design - we are similar in a way https://vvesh.de

I really enjoyed your poem, Leviathan.

Your site is so pleasing to look at. I feel really inspired! I'm sorry for whatever it is you're going through and I hope you can heal someday. If you left for good, it would be a big loss for a lot of people. Hugs, Anon

The colors on this site are beautiful. And I always find myself coming back for your blog.

Inspiring and beautiful life here

I love your site, your drawings have inspired me to keep on drawing even when I feel like I'm not at the level I wish I was at. Sending you love from México thank you o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o

The web is ought to be creative once again. I hope that someday my website can look as cool as yours!

I saw the mention of this being a redesign so as a blob who never saw that I just want to say I really like your art style and design of the website!!! I enjoyed my stay -u-

i love the site redesign so much, it's so perfect and cohesive and i especially love the original character art around the site. very fond of the 404 page as well...