「何か言って。」
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Alpx June 29, 2026 at 8:43:24 AM

I can't get enough of this site, really resonates with me

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Mayla (Not a girl) June 29, 2026 at 4:22:09 AM

Hey. You seem like a tragic figure. I find whatever a person needs to do is simple. For me, it's people & activity. Something to do and people to be around. The lamest advice tends to be true. A bit of you may want the tragedy to just undo itself with the people coming back or becoming good, I wouldn't know, I never lived through your pain, but I feel your path towards something better requires you to walk, click, type, and talk a bit. I dunno. Being sad ain't the worst thing. I admit sometimes I like being sad about things. But it's good to be happy too, though it isn't always easy to be. I hate talking bout things like this because I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. Point is, I believe the solution to most problems are simple. For me, I just do nothing about them cause I can't be fucked.

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berlingotière June 22, 2026 at 4:07:17 PM

Hi, I read all the poetry on your site. "Leviathan" reminds me of the crashing guitars in Hole's "Use Once & Destroy", and "Moon Rabbit" brings to my mind Rasputina's "Girl Lunar Explorer". (Did you know that the Moon Rabbit in Buddhist mythology is a Bodhisattva that went through fire without burning?) One of your journal entries mentions a dream diary, but I can't find it on your site—did you take it down? Sorry to pry, I love reading about other people's dreams. xo, take care

Replied on: June 23, 2026 at 5:20:02 AM

firstly thank you for visiting and reading!! don't worry about prying or anything, its okay. ♡ i used to have an older dream diary up before my site redesign, but i took it down because it just felt out of place. i still have the dreams i wrote there archived, i might add them to the new one in the thoughts page since that's still empty. also thank you for the poetry observations!! moon rabbit actually was meant to be about the sasa jataka version of it~ i have some older drafts of it that were more tied to the story and focused on selflessness and how people perceive that as child-like and naive, but it ultimately just turned into it's own thing about innocence and unwanted pity instead. glad someone finally caught onto that!! i'm also a really big fan of hole so it's actually pretty nice to know some of my writing reminded you of them!! ♡ i take a lot of inspiration from courtney's writing style in terms of things like wording, atmosphere, etc., and i've actually written some unlisted poems that were inspired by jennifer's body, awful, and heaven tonight respectively. love their music so much~ also thanks for my daily reminder to listen to rasputina, they seem like a band i'd really enjoy!! ♡

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Arachne June 19, 2026 at 1:56:20 PM

Your site is so beautiful, I rarely see such a color combination such as yours. It makes me feel like I'm slowly falling into a deep slumber, dreaming of the constellations that decorate the night sky. A lot of the feelings you write about in your diary sound very familiar to me. I hope you can find peace and comfort in your life.

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tranzorbital June 19, 2026 at 11:45:38 AM

i love this site sm bro

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Turac0 June 17, 2026 at 9:11:18 PM

Ah! So good to see u back! Was a little sad when I couldnt find this place anymore :]

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desdemona June 13, 2026 at 7:05:16 AM

Hi. I love your page. And I read through your diary entries, it's self evident you have gone and still going through a lot. Sending lots of love your way and I hope you will find strength and energy to prevail over the depression and live the life deserving of a good human being

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sonico June 5, 2026 at 7:28:09 AM

hiiiii your site is so fun !!!! i've been around here on and off over the last like, year, and i keep forgetting to leave a note but !!! cool !!

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antz June 4, 2026 at 10:42:48 AM

hi, really cool site, might be one of my favourites so far. I hope anything bad in your life improves! if you listen to shoegaze, you must no whirr. right???????

Replied on: June 4, 2026 at 4:51:13 PM

i do!! they were one of the first bands i discovered when i got into shoegaze actually!! i stopped listening to them after i saw some of the stuff they had said in the past, but their musics still really good, and im happy theyve shown a lot of remorse for what they did. theyve definitely gained back my respect ♡

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[email protected] May 25, 2026 at 5:21:22 PM

saw you like shoegaze and dreampop! might i recommend lush, if you haven't listened? one of my obsessions, i have a few of their cassettes that i have played hundreds of times :)

Replied on: June 4, 2026 at 4:38:00 PM

thanks for the recommendation!! i've been meaning to check out their music for a while so i might as well get started now lol ♡

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Moonlit Ayanami May 24, 2026 at 8:11:29 PM

Hey Vivy... I like your website and your creation, but when I saw your Diary Entries, it was very sad that your father had to argue with you for no reason. It's sad that you had to go through this, and i've been thinking about being a Psychologist and try to make people feel better, even though it's not perfect. I like that you have some Mystical Moon Themes in your website, just like my own website that's still in progress or construction. To let you know, you are the nice users on Neocities here, and because of that, I followed you Vivy. Hope you have a great Memorial Day tomorrow...

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spoobunk May 23, 2026 at 4:00:16 PM

Hi. Your site's really cool. I feel like I can relate to some feelings you express in your diary, and that provided some comfort. So thank you. Your poems are beautiful. The imagery in them is so visceral, and I love the way you play with contradictions or seeming impossibilities. Makes me feel right at home. My favorite was 'Film'. Take Care

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dru1d_ May 22, 2026 at 3:42:58 AM

3 years ago I saw your site and lowk felt like a fraud because of how good it was. it genuinely felt like I was looking at a work of art when I stumbled on your homepage. I knew Java, Python, some C, but honestly web design was foreign to me lmfao your site convinced me to actually teach myself the basics of web design (HTML, CSS, JavaScript) 3 years ago, and now I have my own little site on NeoCities lol :) keep doing what you're doing man; I've seen some of the diary entries and poems over the years as well. I just want you to know, you're doing something very, very right - from one lost soul to another all the best ~

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Cee May 21, 2026 at 4:20:29 PM

Heya! I wrote on the Q&A just now but I also wanted to leave something here. So, for a couple years now I've been checking this site every so often, it hasnt been consistent but i just find it neat to check out in case you've pasted anything. I really like your poems! Im not that well versed in poetry, but I think it's pretty beautiful, all of the aesthetic you've built this place around is pretty beautiful. But I've also really gravitated towards your diary entries for the most part, the way you express your thoughts and frustrations feels so visceral and painful, it's oddly comforting seeing and hearing you handle all these thoughts that plague your mind every day. You seem like such an interesting person, I'm just so fascinated by this expression of like, like, I dunno, of existing? It feels meaningful, and I like experiencing it, is what I mean. But besides that i'd also just like to know you better if you'd be alright with that! You seem like, you could be very pleasant and nice person to have around. But anyways, either way, I hope your day is going well! and I hope the days to come will be even better, Please take care.

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crhris3333 May 20, 2026 at 12:02:54 PM

hello. i love your website and tone to it, hope your doing well <3.

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